Welcome to my blog! This space is a chance to share in my travels and ministry and for me to share some of my thoughts and concerns as a Franciscan and as Minister General of Society of St. Francis with you. These are reflections of a modern friar on the road. Look for prayers and other items of inspiration as they move me.
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Anti-malarials
Today I started my anti-malarial medication in anticipation of my trip to The Solomon Islands on Tuesday.I feel a bit queasy, but I know from experience this will pass. There are three recommended medications one can take which are supposed to inhibit malaria (none of them can actually guarantee you won’t get it, but they decrease the likelihood, so I take them). One of the recommended medications is called Larium; this is what the US military uses with the troops in Iraq. One of the side effects cautioned about on the package is mental illness (!) or possible death in rare cases (!!) Another option is Malarone. This medication can cause drowsiness, nausea, and sickness too. Both of these are incredibly expensive, the Blue Cross-Blue Shield co-pay is $50.00, heaven knows what the medications would cost without insurance. The third option is doxycycline. It is by far the cheapest, and its greatest side effect is extra sensitivity to the sun (which can be problematic when traveling to the tropics). Some people have raised concern about the effect of taking it for two months. I’ve tried the first two on previous trips (and survived); and contracted malaria while taking Larium. It all seems a bit of a crap-shoot, so for variety’s sake and to save money I am trying the doxycyline this time. I’ve got 80 tablets, lots of sun block and a new hat.
But these are all the exigencies that go with the job and my ministry among and with my brothers from The Solomon Islands and Papua New Guinea. They don’t take any anti-malarial medication, only using chloroquine when they get malaria. Sadly malaria is a fact of life. First you get very, very cold, and start to shiver and shake. I got into bed under many quilts and blankets. Then you get a very high fever and think you will combust spontaneously. Then the fever breaks, sweat drenches your bedding, and the shivering starts over. Double doses of primaquine and doxycyclene took care of it for me.
The most widespread (and effective) precaution is the use of sleeping nets. They are very cheap by Western standards, yet a serious expense for the Islanders. I am grateful for my net when I lie in bed listening to the mosquitoes in a holding pattern around me. There are organizations which distribute nets to people in the Pacific, South America, Africa, India and Asia: send money!Malaria is awful and a death sentence for babies.
But otherwise, everything is fine…
I have had a terrific time in Australia. The First Order Chapter in Stroud went well. Here we all are in our different shades of brown: the cheapest cloth available, in each case! An extra blessing was being in the historic monastery. It was built in 1980 and the Poor Clares lived there until 1998. We were fortunate to have Sister Alison Francis representing the Second Order to our Chapter. She was one of the pioneer sisters, and had many stories to tell about making mud bricks, battling snakes under the refrigerator and all kinds of Down Under tales. The buildings are extraordinary: all curvey and spontaneous-looking: they are a real work of art. The roof leaks everywhere—not normally a problem in drought ridden Australia, but we were blessed with two weeks of constant down pours…
It is spring down here, and the wisteria came into full bloom outside my bedroom window.
I am the Minister General of the Society of St. Francis, a religious order for men in the Anglican Communion. I am an Episcopal priest and have lived, for the past 10 years in Mt. Sinai, Long Island, New York (www.s-s-f.org). Currently I spend nearly 10 months of the year traveling among the provinces of the Society of St. Francis
The monks of the order of the Holy Cross at Mariya uMama weThemba Monastery in Grahamstown, SA, use a wonderful version of the Salve Regina:
Mary we hail you, Mother and Queen compassionate: Mary most holy, great and pure, we hail you. To you your children, members of Christ lift our voices. To you we sing praises that by your obedience you brought forth to us a Savior. Pray for us now, O our intercessor, that the grace of earnest repentance be given to us sinners. And may we, when our earthly sojourn has been ended, joy in Jesus, the blessed fruit of your womb, O gentle, O tender, O gracious Virgin Mary.
Do It Anyway Prayer
1. The version found written on the wall in Mother Teresa's home for children in Calcutta:
People are often unreasonable, irrational, and self-centered. Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives. Be kind anyway.
If you are successful, you will win some unfaithful friends and some genuine enemies. Succeed anyway.
If you are honest and sincere people may deceive you. Be honest and sincere anyway.
What you spend years creating, others could destroy overnight. Create anyway.
If you find serenity and happiness, some may be jealous. Be happy anyway.
The good you do today, will often be forgotten. Do good anyway.
Give the best you have, and it will never be enough. Give your best anyway.
In the final analysis, it is between you and God. It was never between you and them anyway.
-this version is credited to Mother Teresa
Clark Kae Kae
Isn't he adorable? Named after me
Subjects for Prayer
My God, if it is true that you are everywhere why am I so often elsewhere in my thoughts?
If you travel around the world, you will find traces of God; if you go into your own depths, you will find God himself.
Bose Monastery Welcome leaflet
A Table Prayer
For food in a world where many walk in hunger, For faith in a world where many walk in fear, For fellowship in a world where many walk alone
We give you thanks, O Lord!
A Prayer from Taize
Christ Jesus, within us there is a silent longing. And when our inner being becomes dispersed, our thirsty heart dares to say: enable me to live from you, O Christ; gather up my desire and my thirst.
Pray for Peace
A Sign near the DMZ in Korea
A 14th Century Invitation
Come, come again, and again... Come, be you unbeliever, idolator or fire-worshiper... Our hearth is not the threshold of despair; Even if you have broken your vow of repentance a hundred times, come again
As seen on the London Underground
From The Prelude by William Wordsworth
Now free, Free as a bird to settle where I will What dwelling shall receive me? In what vale Shall be my harbor? Underneath what grove Shall I take up my home? And what clear stream Shall with its murmur lull me into rest?
The earth is all before me. With a heart Joyous, nor scared at its own liberty, I look about, and should the chosen guide Be nothing better than a wandering cloud, I cannot miss my way.
Anglican Chaplaincy in Assisi
This is St. Leondard's church where Br. Thomas Anthony is Chaplain
Br. Geoffrey, First Minister General of SSF
"It seems to me St. Francis would have a great deal to say today about reverence for the land and the animal kingdom, for much is going on in the name of economic necessity which is little short of scandalous."
--Delivered to S.S.F. Chapter in mid 1970's
Matthew Fox's Thesis #64
"Love of life is everyone's daily task."
Greetings from New Zealand Archbishop
Warm greetings and peace.
On behalf of The Anglican Church in Aotearoa New Zealand and Polynesia Te Hahi Mihinare ki Aotearoa, ki Niu Tireni, ki Nga Moutere o te Moana Nui a Kiwa, I write to formally express the warmest of welcomes, on the occasion of your first visit to these islands as Minister General.
The Society of Saint Francis has been present in this Province for over 30 years and has endeared itself to the hearts of many, through the spirituality, compassion and solidarity of the Brothers. Friars have served as youth ministers, school chaplains, social workers, spiritual directors, retreat leaders, parish priests, social service agency directors, evangelists, pastors, and teachers to thousands of Maori and Pakeha New Zealanders and Pacific Islanders throughout this Church.
Through the presence of the First and Third Orders of The Society, we have come to know and be transformed by the example of Saint Francis. The Franciscan embodiment of the way of Christ is now firmly seeded, rooted and established in our hearts and lives. For this incalculable gift we are profoundly thankful to God.
The presence of The Friary of The Divine Compassion at the Waikato Christian Social Service Village, Te Ara Hou, bears witness to the on-going quality and commitment of The Society of Saint Francis in the South Pacific. In return the Brothers have won, once again, the profound affection and respect of this Church as they seek to witness Christ after the example of Saint Francis.
For all these reasons we are honoured by your visit and ask you to receive this small token of our gratitude for your time amongst us; the woven flax cross plaque of The Anglican church in this part of the world.
With warmest regards,
Yours in Christ,
+David Waikato
David J. Moxon Bishop of Waikato Archbishop of The New Zealand Dioceses
Presented April 21, 2008
Welcome to Papua New Guinea
First Order Brothers, Third Order Brothers and sisters and SSF Companions welcome me to Haruru in PNG
Welcome to the Solomon Islands
A Prayer from Taize
Holy Spirit, enable us to turn towards you at every moment. So often we forget that you dwell in us, you pray in us, and that you live in us. Your presence in us is trust and continual forgiveness.
A daily prayer for the struggle
The world has the means to end extreme poverty. We pray that we will have the will.
Words from Dr. King in honor of his birthday
If you cannot be a spruce tree on the top of a hight mountain, be at least a fertile blade of grass in the valley.
If you cannot be an oak tree, at least be a shrub.
If you are not a highway, be at least a viable pathway.
If you cannot be the sun, try to be a small star.
Endeavor to find out the secret plan that should structure your life, and adopt it as a practice.
Words of Wisdom
"We don't have to be "successful," only valuable. We don't have to make money, only a difference, and particularly in the lives society counts least and puts last."
from Credo, by William Sloane Coffin
For the Love of God
May the power of your love, O Lord, fiery and sweet as honey, so fill my heart as to withdraw it from all that is under heaven; and grant that I may be willing to die for love of your love as you died for love of mine.
The Absorbeat by St. Francis
A Prayer
Grant, Lord, that we, who have been redeemed from our unworthiness and made fit by Christ's sacrifice to share in his kingdom, may remember what we were and what we are, and may forgive as we have been forgiven; through Jesus Christ our Lord.
From the Australian Alternative Collets, 1985
A Franciscan Blessing
May God bless us with discomfort at easy answers, half truths, and superficial relationships, so that we may live deep within our hearts. Amen.
May God bless us with anger at injustice, oppression, and exploitation of people, so that we may work for justice, freedom and peace. Amen.
May God bless us with tears to shed for those who suffer from pain, rejection, starvation and war, so that we may reach out our hand to comfort them and to turn their pain into joy. Amen.
May God bless us with enough foolishness to believe that we can make a difference in this world, so that we can do what others claim cannot be done. Amen.
And the blessing of God who Creates, Redeems and Sanctifies be upon us and all we love and pray for this day, and forever more. Amen.
I first heard this given by the late Jim Kelsey, Bishop of Northern Michigan and a great friend.
No comments:
Post a Comment